I sedih... sedih coz I thought my birthday baru2 ni will be better than last year.. tapi..sama je. It's about my boyfie. Got nothing from him except just a wish..... Bukan I tak bersyukur.. I tahu mesti korang kata, "Alaa, bukannya dia lupa birthday you, tak bagi hadiah tak semestinya tak sayang.." I tahu tu, but then kecewa sket.. last year I okay la even x dapat apa2 dari dia coz tyme tu kitorg jauh2. So I leh consider la,, but then.. this year kitorg dekat. Tapi nothing special about it. I bukan mintak celebrate grand2, tak dapat sebiji kek pun sepotong pun jadi laa. Or anything yg dia mampu.. petik bunga sekuntum kat taman tu pastu bagi kat I pun dah ckup.. I just hoping anything different on my birthday this time.....hukhuk ;((
SANGAT SEDIH tapi...... I TAKNAK KORANG KATA I NGADA2 ;(( I TAK NGADA2 KAN?? (^_^)
despite trying hard to find love outside of myself, I realized at some point I had become who I thought he wanted me to be, not who I really was. I made mistakes. In making up for them, I spent so much time trying… trying to please, trying to be happy, trying to make it work… I no longer knew who the real me was...
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Saturday, September 17
Tikidakkak Berkerdakayaka...
Nothing else to say, just KEEP HOLDING ON.... keep saying that to myself. Feel so depressed & feels like a big giant rock on my shoulder. BIG TEST from Him..but I'm still keep the faith & believe that He always with me. Sometimes its feels ready good & lucky to have someone really care about you but sometimes I wish I'm alone. HATE YOU~!! Don't give me damn shit~!! So troublesome~!!
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